You have no idea what kind of miracle does a baby brings into a family.
The joy,the happiness and the smile that he spreads to everyone in the family is just so unbelievable.I mean,if you really think about it,a baby is the clearest form of God's creation,a newborn child.you don't need to be a baby lover or whatsoever but you got to admit that to a great extent,there is just this sense of comfort and calm that you can feel whenever you carry a baby in your arms or whenever you pat the baby's back to sleep.
If there is only one person whom i am willing to risk my life for,that one person will be you Ryan.
Ryan,with this unconditional love of mine,trust me when i say this that you are indeed the luckiest boy on earth to have me as your uncle (:


Anyways,i have been thinking about areas that i should be excelling in but apparently i am not,simply because i havent spent much time and effort on it for the past 4 months at most.By this,i am referring to my track and field.god.when was the last time i actually walked on the track,i have no idea myself.yes i would really love to get into the national team someday,i mean everyone have goals and dreams right,well that is mine then.as for right now,that goal of mine may sound a little bit too far fetched w the kind of timings im clocking in right now.All that i can say is that,track and field is one sport that is meant for the naturally-born-talented breed.even the national relay team coach admitted it,if you dont have those fast twitching muscles,then you cant prolly run fast.
truthfully,i dont know if i have those or not.i dont think i have spent enough time on the track to figure that out.let alone,3/4 of the time i spent training was in the form of recovery training from my injuries.
If i am going to concentrate most of my effort and time on it next year,i would then be compromising on my studies.my big As are coming in next year end.
so i've decided not to excel in anything else right now except for my studies.i sure hell want to land myself on a scholarship to get into Nus.I have my life planned out for the next 10 years and unfortunately,getting into the national track team was not mention anywhere in it.In fact,8/10 of the plans that ive made for myself actually revolves around studies.after studying this,whats next i want to major in and things like that.
maybe i can close one eye on the piano classes,just this one.

alright,after 4 long days at home,im finally going out today.thank god.
a good way to start the week!
byez